On Saturday night,
at 10:30, I faced reality. I fell short of my goal of writing 50,000 words by
November 30. I had struggled to make it
to 47, 500.
Why did I set this
goal? I was participating in the National Novel Writing Month. For most of the
month, I was writing at least four or five hours a day. Even when Jerry and I were on vacation in
South Carolina, I was busy writing. Even when I visited family in Indiana, I took time to write.
I had worked to
create compelling characters. I sought
to craft dialogue and weave facts into a story that was engaging. At times I
has moments of sheer inspiration. At other times, I was hanging on by a word.
Most of
inspiration would often come after my quiet time in the morning. At other
times, I would take a break to read. I
would often turn to reading Harriet A. Jacobs’s autobiography, Incident in the
Life of a Slave Girl. One afternoon, I went to the movie. At other times, doing
laundry or cleaning provided the break I needed.
On Saturday, I had
written for most the day. At times during the day I thought I could it … then
my fingers were not cooperating and my thinking was not as sharp and clear as I
needed it to be… so at 10; 30 I decided that I would stop.
I was sad. I had
not met my goal.
As a participant
in the event, I received regular emails. Some would be pep talks from famous
authors … this final email was special.
It was from Chris Angotti it was titled, A freaking giant high five …here is a
portion of that email.
“This
was my fourth year participating in NaNoWriMo, and the first time that I
haven't won.
Sometimes
a story won't behave, sometimes time is at even more of a premium than usual,
sometimes life just gets in the way: these are all perfectly fine reasons you
and I may not have reached 50,000 words this past month.
No
matter how far we made it, we claimed the brave mantle of "Novelist."
By signing into our site, we declared our intentions to put something new into
the world. And we worked—every day, every other day, once a week, or even just
a few days in the month—to make it happen.
Here
in the office, we're proud of all those finished first drafts out there—but
we're even more proud of the number of writers who attempt them each
year. Getting even the first word down on paper is a vital, impressive first
step.
So,
a freaking giant high-five for all of us.
….
Now,
about that manuscript you have. Don't delete it, don't hide it in some weird
subfolder; take a little time this week to read it and remember the beautiful
story you imagined. You're capable of finishing it, and you're capable
of starting something new.”
Encouraging words…
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